January 2012
8 posts
I'm scared
My house is creaking as the wind blows , what if it all falls in on me?
Thank god for her!
My baby sister saved my life … hardly anyone knows it, its our secret but she’s the most brave, wise and caring 11 year old I know
...
I don’t care what you think of me because I don’t live for you … I don’t even live for me.
I know I don't have one...
But everyone can suck my dick today! Idgaf
The missing piece by shel silverstein
Sometimes I feel like I’m the missing piece and that I’m searching for something greater to be a part of. every time I think I find it I fall out of it, like it wasn’t meant to be …shit… I keep finding people and things that I believe make me content but then corruption and/or this unsettling feeling ovewhelms the relationship and I can’t deal. Its like...
And then it hit me,
I always get what I ask for, but maybe I should rephrase my questions. I didn’t want things to be like this.
December 2011
11 posts
My heart is not mine
The pieces that I give away they break
Or it is lost, maybe nonexistant.
So many think I’m the one.
I’m not.
I’m better off with just myself, no one seems to get that.
I seem to lash out at the things closest to me.
They return with the hopes that I will make it better, but I don’t.
So I refuse, and they turn away taking that piece of my heart that I gave.
Awake…
If God does exist
Only He knows the sickness i’m dealing with and what I am going through. And being that He knows my heart and knows that these are trying times I should not be at fault for snatching the soul from someone’s body due to the immense amount of hate that I have for that person.
I try to keep my composure but I can only take so much in my life and remain sane…
“You will feel at peace with yourself if you just admit that you couldn’t...”
I think wayyyy too much at night...
about my current life…my past life…
I’ve been through so much, I’m only 20 and I feel twice that.
Why am I still here?
6 car crashes and I survived em all…
Doctors told me I would be blind by now…I’m not…
Is it the grace of this God, this higher power and almighty being?
I’ve had so many near death experiences, and no one knows, fuck… I...
November 2011
4 posts
i made a new friend on the plane
roboland:
ripkamsud:
dis us
this us actin crazy
smooches to u hataz
ewwww y’all ugly
dis us sleep
of course we cute
we black
“I wish sometimes I could pause and restart certain parts of life. Then I would...”
– greeneyedbeast
the thing is...
Everyone is blinded. People see what society conveys as being acceptable and they conform themselves to fit that mold so they can feel accepted. When society decides that that mold is no longer what it wants people change again to fit that new mold. People change so much that they forget the truest raw form of what they once were. They forget what is real. they look down upon the real as it is...
October 2011
5 posts
I’m pmsing and I started to cry because I miss home. So-Cal D,: I’ll come sometime soon. I miss you so much and my relationship with Nor-Cal is terrible!
What's up with boy having all these feelings these...
I swear I have gotten cursed out a total of 4 times this year and last year by boys who are overwhelmed by their feelings.
What ever happened to just pretending like u didn’t have any and moving on with life?
Have the roles of men and women changed? Have women pressured men to be so sensitive to their feelings that darwinism has taken place making men become overly sensitive?
Or have I...
I give a piece my heart away to people too easily,...
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September 2011
11 posts
“Falli n all over myself to lick uer heart n taste ur health”
“Let me get inside my zone. Ima lean until I fall. And I don’t give a damn...”
I alway learn tHe hard wAy
Ad it aLways ends in heartbreka
“I can’t ffeL my teef”
Beach house - master of none
Jack of all trades
Master of none
Cry all the time
Cause I’m not having fun
You always want to be forgiven
The devil does what you ask of him
On your knees
But you can not; you will not agree
I try to warn people not to tickle me
I’m not responsible for any injuries that are inflected upon them. Proof: He tickled my armpit and got punched in the crotch (mah bad) ._.
Ugh -___-
U seriously get under my skin. Fuckoff!!
Day drunk?
From last night
LOLNERD
I always have feelings for those who don’t have feelings. I feel like Ohura from star trek. I just want to make a vulcan love me.
“In the end, all I really wanted was peace of mind, this was the only way I could...”
August 2011
21 posts
I keep breaking my own heart
Rationing it amongst the people I meet; giving it away so easily
RUSKO- I love you
This song makes me :)
I’ve been to a point where I’ve had nothing in my life. So I don’t care much about what I have now, because deep down I know I can lose it all again. I also know something new can be gained and the old can be replaced. It has made me colder, but also it has made me stronger.
“oh, so they just wanna call u a truck load of “bitches” like its the...”
– My grandma. She’s hillariously crazy
A nigga stay trollin
- "what u doin"
-- "just pissing ppl off purposely"
- "myyyy nigga"
“Everything ends, nothing gold can stay, nothing lasts forever and so on and so...”
And my mom ask me why I'm so cold.
Cuz I got tired of giving a fuck so I decided to give none. So now I’m at the point where I don’t care what I lose cuz there’s more to gain else where. I’m deciding to focus on me and those who want to actually be a part of my life.
I don't have time for people who don't make time...
I’m not the type of person who will continuously hit you up only to be put off with bullshit ass excuses. Real friends are there for you no matter what. If you’re mad that we don’t kick it and I moved on get over yourself. And if u feel the need to talk shit don’t do it subliminally and be a bitch about it. Figure out ur priorities if I’m not one, please don’t...
I'm like the opposite of midas,
Everything I touch turns to shit
Lets call up I’m drinkin, lets all get wasted
I’m...
I hate when ppl are at a party like "ewgh why is...
I’m just like ewgh why didn’t your mom swallow bitch!?!